It has been a few weeks since I have blogged, but things are going utterly insane in my life right now... The previous post I wrote was about a recent trying time in my life and marriage. We managed to get through that :) Now we have some big decisions to make in the next few months, and I am hoping and praying, it is what God is willing for our lives. It is so hard to understand the right places where God wants us to be. We ask ourselves over and over, "is this the will of God, or just my own selfish desires?" This is a question that I have been asking myself for the last two weeks. There are going to be some serious and huge decisions made and I want God in the midst of those decisions. I'm just not sure if this is what He has planned, or if it's mine and my husbands own way of dealing with this struggle.
I want to tell more but right now I can't. I'm not really looking for feedback or input, I just needed to get some things said to make me feel better. I have been constantly praying about this particular situation, but I'm not sure if I'm getting many answers. There have been a few doors close, that I am totally aware of, and it seems as if others are opening. I'm just not sure in which direction to go. I am trying very hard to not stress out about this, as much as I would like to, so I don't completely lose my sanity...
So for now things are just dormant. Hopefully, in the next few weeks God will give me a certain answer and make things ever so clear for me. I am completely trusting Him in this whole situation, and I believe that He will show my hubby and I just the right places we need to be...
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